okay i edited the links and re-linked everyone who needs to be relinked. (finally, after all that procrastination. gosh, i can even procrastinate here? well i guess i can. one of a kind eh? -coughs.)

and then now. looking at my list of links, i'm wondering why i even link some people (and no this comment is not aimed at anyone whom i've just re-linked, in case you think that they have incurred my wrath but if that's the case i think my level of tolerance is underestimated). i mean we aren't exactly friends or something. (i shall avoid the term "enemies" because it is a very, ahem, sensitive term, that one) fine maybe we don't exactly see eye to eye so we're just, well, acquaintances.

which brings me back to wonder. why do i even link people? seriously, i don't know (nowadays this sense of confusion keeps whacking me all the time). maybe by linking, it's just that i acknowledge your presence and that i know you, and that (hopefully) you acknowledge mine. of course, that's provided that you have a blog. but sometimes i leave out some people and i wonder if they hate me just because of that. okay maybe not hate but well, corrode the friendship a little like a drop of acid?

and then sometimes some blogs are just stone dead. do i link just to show that "yes i know you exist and i know you" or do i not link since there's nothing much there anyway? even in this tiniest facet of life, there are questions to be answered.

really, at times i just hate myself during the holidays. it's during the holidays, when there are no oppressing deadlines to meet and no pressure to forge ahead, when all this frustration and irritation and angst surfaces. and it bogs me down just so much. during school terms, there's just so much to be done that there's no other choice than to put on a happy (perhaps plastic) smile on our faces and take on everything that heads towards us.

will anybody ever understand?

p.s. if you went any deeper, this whole post was aimed at reminding people who know michelle to "hurry up and link me on your blogs if you haven't" because otherwise they can expect some acid on their friendship XD and if you went all the way, deep inside this post, then it's just michelle spouting rubbish and trying to sound deep again, all because she is in such desperate need of entertainment during the holidays. and also because she desperately needs to keep this blog alive. (but actually it's more alive than she thinks it is)

or zongmin, in english, chinese or - okay, not really otherwise.

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lives, writes, sings, plays the piano, and attempts to sound intellectual at times (conclusion: fails rather miserably).

loves music (almost strictly classical, hurhur & inclusive of faziolis!), literature (& also the sciences - no they are not in conflict), making hopelessly lame puns, laughter, white/milk chocolate, cheesecake, the world & the people in it. list not exhaustive, by the way.

wants the world to be filled with peace, joy and love, and also wants (perhaps a little more selfishly) to be happy, plus lead a life of purpose. that would be more than enough. (:

oh, and she likes embarking on her own 'free hugs!' campaigns after exams and the like; not really sure why. D: (at any rate, you can tell that she's random enough.)

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weite
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very plain, she knows; but this is probably herself in its entirety - nothing more than a compilation of perhaps-boring-to-you little things (and the occasional Important Event), but also nothing less than all the brilliant memories which constitutes her life, and perhaps yours.

also interpreted as an inability to express with other things but words (nothing more, nothing less!), although even words sometimes won't do enough. but she does like orange.

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v4.0 (200908): got bored, so cut down on the quasi-fanciful stuff even more. perfectly plain now, though somehow the background still doesn't work on safari / google chrome. ):